Zombie state

What is the sign of the times and a good sign that your social life is somewhat bent out of shape? Well, I guess blog communication. A number of people whom I haven’t talked to in quite some time have recently “picked up a conversation” that we never started. I went: “Uhm, excuse me – but did I tell you I am moving in two months?” and they go: “No, read it on the blog!”.

For me this is a bit disturbing since I not only have a dysfunctional social life. I also have a dysfunctional blog but I’m trying to improve it but it is hard since I have (temporarily) reached some kind of zombie state. I act without thinking. I simply wander around as if controlled by a collective mind or a super brain. One could call it the extreme of the boring everyday routine.

I can’t seem to remember much at the moment. What do I do? I have a paper that I bring everywhere. It’s basically a list of things to do and sometimes things to buy. When I’ve completed a task there is a small box that I mark with an “x”. Today I: 1) Bought a present. 2) Went out with my brother. 3) Filled out an application. 4) Updated my calendar. 5) Bought shaving stuff and sun screen. 6) Bought backpack. 7) Sent an e-mail.

All of the above was on the list. The list is on the floor right now. That way I will see it first thing in the morning so I wont forget to bring it to work. The list says: “DON’T FORGET TO BRING FOOD!”. I often forget that and if it’s not on the list then I will forget it. This is crazy but also fun. It might be because I want to go somewhere else in life. This is just an extreme of the boring everday routine. Now I’m gonna watch an episode of Seinfeld (I borrowed them ALL from Tompa) and then I’m off to bed.

Yesterday was mom’s birthday. Me and Albin went to see Chicken Little at the movies in Kungsbacka which was pretty fun actually, it’s been 15 years or so since I went to see a kids film and everyone was in a good mood. The kids were all laughing. Oh my… kids. Mom’s party was fun too. I had to much cake.

Yesterday when I woke up at eight in the morning I got dressed and went out to take some pictures in the woods. There’s a certain spot where you can get a cool scenic view of Veddige. I made some sandwiches and bought some hot coco at the gas station and then went for a cold, cold walk. It’s fun to walk knee deep in snow when you’re leaving for a summer paradise in just a few days, don’t you think?